And just to follow up to that, I certainly wasn't trying to make light of your situation - you know we are here for you, bro.

 

TX you know we're all here for you. Hope it all works out. I've got you in my prayers bro.

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Like the rest said... We are here

 

hmm, those fine lines really suck! But will agree with NS. Be cool and ride it out to where you do not think something is right or wrong. Glad that you are holding up.

 

NS....your right. It is a sticky situation right now. We had some more drama last night and I lost it. I went and drank about a half liter of southern comfort at my friends house and spilled my guts...litterally. I also talked to her and told her how i felt....told her that yes i agree she needs to do whats best for her kid....but i dont think thats the best thing. Some of my friends came over(who know whats going on) and I lost it....Im man enough to admit that I balled my eyes out. I just dont know what to do or what to think and thats the hardest thing for me. Im not used to not being in control. My buddy dropped me off at home (had to make a puke stop on the way) so I have to go pick up my bike today. Ive got a bit of a headache right now but not bad. On a side note someone came nocking on my door at about 4:30 this morning....I was just too drunk to get up and find out who it was.

 

sorry to hear it. got to love those puke stops

 

Well we talke tonight....seems that some **** went on that she failed to tell me. Yes she is back at the house with her ex.....but sleeping on the couch and not with him. She for sure isnt pregnant and is going to the Dr friday to find out why her stomachs been messed up. Were gonna cool it off for a bit...until she moves out or he leaves....which he is supposed to do. Im probably not gonna be able to talk to her much for a couple days....cuz he is causing problems. Said that if she moved with someone else....he would keep her in court as long as he could to make her miserable.

 

Could be for the best to let it run its course with out any more fuel to the fire, that being you. Hope it all works for you TX and its a shame when people can't just except it when it over. Saying he would keep her in court just to make her life miserable is just sad, he is not thinking of anyone but himself, glad the child is so young and will have no memories of this crap.

 

NS....I know your right...which is why I'm not pushing anything.....just yet. I know that when all is said and done....I will be fine, ill have my little girl and a good woman by my side. If I push it right now....it could be a bad thing. I could care less about the $$$$....I just want them both to be happy. I've already told her.....that is my baby....biological or not....I don't care what anyone thinks. hell she already calls me papi...and has done so infront of the *******.

 

Well I got good news from her today. Were still gonna go to the bike rally like we planned. Its gonna be a good weekend....hehehe