I've been MIA for a little while and it's going to last a while longer. I'd like to tell you the general "I'm fine and I'll be back soon," but I'm not sure that's the truth. I've been dealing with a lot lately, what with the puppy that couldn't behave if he had his own drill sergeant to how I ever got this far in life being this incredibly stupid. (yeah, one guess and you got it. I wasn't good enough for Brian and we've split ways. Sorry Pete, no trip to ATL now.) And that's actually incredibly ironic because the fight started in the middle of us discussing how soon I could come down to visit and which hotel was close by that would let me bring Dainese because he misses the pup.

I finished off last night by puking up my toenails after drinking who knows how much tequila and beer. I woke up and found at least five cans of beer on my desk; all empty. I remember throwing up at least four times before I went to bed and ended up fighting with Brian on the phone for about an hour and a half.

So I'm taking a longer vacation from the internet.

 

Hope all works out for ya, good luck

 

hey double v, get your vacation put your self back together and be happy.... things will be alright.... you always find your way out of things and become a stronger woman.... soooo just don't stay MIA too long.... keep in touch every once in a while, just to say "HI"... take care double v, just remember we're your family too and we love ya......

 

there's no stronger woman to come out of this. One time too many. I'm tired of recovering. I just wanna stay broken this time. Maybe I'll learn my lesson.

 

best wishes V_V...[&o]

 

Sorry it didnt work out VV dont stay away too long come back soon.

 

VV, i dont know to much about things, but at 23 i know i have gone through more than what i should have.... i'm not here to share stories or see if i can make someone feel bad for me but i do know that the world is not going to stop....if you just sit and sulk you will waste precious time that could be spent doing other things....it could be worse...thank god it's not, every day someone or something will be crushed, killed, or stripped of something incredibly meaningful...but the world moves on, either you stay with it or get left behind.....you seem like a strong-minded woman and you probably have gone through worse, is it worth it to sit and pity yourself, denying your perserverance thus far.....think about that....
http://cnn.netscape.cnn.com/news/sto...1343942048.htm

 

I know it's not how you meant that story to affect me, but perhaps I should go join the military. I wouldn't have time to worry about people and how they want to hurt me. And I get killed, then it will all be done with.

Going home. Thank god for the internet while I'm at work because work is killingly slow, but at home, I have enough crying to do to keep me occupied.

 

well i said my piece....i tried.....

 

Hey VV here is my 2 cents, I think you should take a brake from relationships. You have a lot on your plate from what I have read from other posts with new dogs, house, bike problems, and BF seem to just be adding more grief to the stew.

If your able to be on your own and get your own house you are doing better than you may think. Concentrate on YOU for awhile and not so much on others. Get your career on track and financially stable as possible, meaning able to support yourself and your pets.

Give yourself more credit and work as hard as you need to for YOU. Don’t forget to check in and say hi, and like MK said you got KF family here girl.

Fight the good fight, Mike