Open forum confessionals
A girl will never control me, except when I want her to. I really dont think Chik necessarily want to control anybody, could be wrong. One thing I do know, she would never be controlled. Am I right Chik?
wow.. heres a little kf love story unfolding .. aww.. 
hell, chik.. sounds kinda like you're a dream girl!! lol
anyways
me? ha.. i suck.. thats about it.
i worked my *** off to get sh.t i wanted. .then became lazy, and lost it all..
lazy.. thats it.. you wouldn't think so.. but ya.. went from electrical engineer to fuken homeless.. lol
uhh.. well.. everyone knows i'm pessimistic.. that also is probably why i can't keep a chick around me.. that, and i ain't no looker..
i was involved in a micro cartel, as i lovingly refer to it.. never did the chit.. just hustled.. that was back in the pittsburgh projects tho.. then, i came to a realization that maybe this wasn't the best option for a career. it didn't last long.
i LOVE classical music.
most everyone knows me for listening to lamb of god or slipknot or something like that, but i'll tell you about bach and tchaicovski as well.
i tend to think i know mroe than what i do sometimes.. funny thing is, i'm usually right.. which leads us to..
i'm full of myself..
uh.. i dunno.. i actually don't have any vices.. i rarely drink at all.. when i do, i'm an uber lightweight. the last time i drank was in ocean city a few months ago.. and i threatend to kill someone. lol i was about to.. had my knife in my hand and everything.. when he saw that and after i said "i'll gut you like a fuken fish, boy" he apologized and walked away.. lol
oh.. theres one.. i have a horrible temper. i've plotted death and destruction on numerous occasions on ppl who've wroned me..
i've never had to follow thru as they usually end up apologizing or someone else gets them before i do. i'm nuts.. i'll kill someone.. thats not at all a problem.. lol
or is it?
ppl always tell me sh.t like i care.. i play like i do, but most times, i honestly don't i have soooo much horrible dirt on ppl that i've lost track of who f**ked who and who did what any more.. and everyone things i'm cool with them.
thing is, i hate people.. everyone.. i do.. i don't know why.. i hate everyone.. i don't discriminate.. therefor, when these ppl thing that i actually care about their problems.. well.. i'm just being nice..
well.. i lied.. i loves my KF fam.. and i do legitimately care about you guys.. the rest can go to hell tho.
i never put myself first.. for someone who hates everyone.. i always seem to bend over backwards for ppl.. i don't know why..
i think maybe i'm too nice.. i can't seem (until recently tho..) to tell ppl to fack off and go die, or otherwise tell them "no"
maybe im a *****? who knows..
i used to be a pro skater. (inline) coulda and shoulda been sponsored.
i wonder where i'd be now if i woulda followed that road..
or followed the Audi team in '02 and dropped out of engineering and all.. i'd have a badass job and be touring the world.
i probably just enlightened a whole bunch of ppl to things they didn't know.. but eh.. screw it..
theres yer dirt, you hoes.

hell, chik.. sounds kinda like you're a dream girl!! lol
anyways
me? ha.. i suck.. thats about it.
i worked my *** off to get sh.t i wanted. .then became lazy, and lost it all..
lazy.. thats it.. you wouldn't think so.. but ya.. went from electrical engineer to fuken homeless.. lol
uhh.. well.. everyone knows i'm pessimistic.. that also is probably why i can't keep a chick around me.. that, and i ain't no looker..
i was involved in a micro cartel, as i lovingly refer to it.. never did the chit.. just hustled.. that was back in the pittsburgh projects tho.. then, i came to a realization that maybe this wasn't the best option for a career. it didn't last long.
i LOVE classical music.
most everyone knows me for listening to lamb of god or slipknot or something like that, but i'll tell you about bach and tchaicovski as well.
i tend to think i know mroe than what i do sometimes.. funny thing is, i'm usually right.. which leads us to..
i'm full of myself..
uh.. i dunno.. i actually don't have any vices.. i rarely drink at all.. when i do, i'm an uber lightweight. the last time i drank was in ocean city a few months ago.. and i threatend to kill someone. lol i was about to.. had my knife in my hand and everything.. when he saw that and after i said "i'll gut you like a fuken fish, boy" he apologized and walked away.. lol
oh.. theres one.. i have a horrible temper. i've plotted death and destruction on numerous occasions on ppl who've wroned me..
i've never had to follow thru as they usually end up apologizing or someone else gets them before i do. i'm nuts.. i'll kill someone.. thats not at all a problem.. lol
or is it?
ppl always tell me sh.t like i care.. i play like i do, but most times, i honestly don't i have soooo much horrible dirt on ppl that i've lost track of who f**ked who and who did what any more.. and everyone things i'm cool with them.
thing is, i hate people.. everyone.. i do.. i don't know why.. i hate everyone.. i don't discriminate.. therefor, when these ppl thing that i actually care about their problems.. well.. i'm just being nice..
well.. i lied.. i loves my KF fam.. and i do legitimately care about you guys.. the rest can go to hell tho.
i never put myself first.. for someone who hates everyone.. i always seem to bend over backwards for ppl.. i don't know why..
i think maybe i'm too nice.. i can't seem (until recently tho..) to tell ppl to fack off and go die, or otherwise tell them "no"
maybe im a *****? who knows..
i used to be a pro skater. (inline) coulda and shoulda been sponsored.
i wonder where i'd be now if i woulda followed that road..
or followed the Audi team in '02 and dropped out of engineering and all.. i'd have a badass job and be touring the world.
i probably just enlightened a whole bunch of ppl to things they didn't know.. but eh.. screw it..
theres yer dirt, you hoes.
Yeah Rig we dont want you in trouble! And Whitey, I think you will be succesful,you have just been figuring it all out. I think you are very intelligent and you have a wild streak to go with it. Sometimes it just takes a while for all for that to come together and level off!
Been there done that .. wont ever let it happen again... well, unless it is in the bed room.
I can be softened up by foot massages, playing with my hair and cuddling... lets not forget to mention scratching my back and rubbing muh tummy! 
I don't control people. I let them do whatever they want and I expect the same in return. It isnt any fun living if you cant live the way you want to ya know?
I have another confession. I collect Hot Wheels! I have collected them for at least 10 years and have thousands of dollars worth. I collected some when I was a kid and just sort of forgot about them. When my mom died, I was cleaning out her house and found my old collection. Well that's what started it, and I have since added a lot of valuable ones to my collection. I like tha old redlines form the late sixties. Of course they are very expensive when they are that old. I also have some 18 carat gold plated ones that are probably worth 150 per car.
It was an obsession but now I have them in lexan cases and just like to look at them.
Does anybody else collect Hot Wheels?
It was an obsession but now I have them in lexan cases and just like to look at them.
Does anybody else collect Hot Wheels?


