Guys, I've been wondering if I should post this, but in the end I figured that I should tell people about Ania - my fiance. Too bad we weren't given a chance to ride together (though she probably wouldn't have let me buy a bike being so scared I'd have an accident ). Anyways, some 5 months ago we found out we were to have a child, this was a bit sooner then we planned (mainly because of her wanting to do her degree before we had a kid ) but this was great news - So I took a better job to prepare us for upcoming expences, downside to it was that I had to be out of home for 5 days/week.

On April 30th, 11 a.m. 19 hours after I kissed her goodbye and went off to work, I got a call from her father - she was dead. Died of stroke, at home. When I was away.



Since then I've been trying to, I don't know what I've been trying to... You know I always wanted to buy a bike, but told my self this wasn't on the top of the list of my priorities, so maybe when I'm 40, 50, whatever. But now I say, f##k it, life is short and better live it as you want, do what you wish, and don't have second thoughts about it.


This is us, when we thought we will be together for years to come...

 

Sorry to hear this .I to had fears of being on a street bike . Life is short and that is the reason you must live it with a reverance and recognition towards a higher power .Noone is promised a tommorow . Peace and enjoy the ride .

 

OMG.... I am so sorry, I could not imagine how that would be. My wifes sister committed suicide. That was had, she was like a sister, I am so sorry. Just remember everything happens for a reason, There is nothing you can do about it. She is happy, Thats it, people need to realize that life is too short for stupid bull**** drama, just do what makes you happy, theres no time for hatred towards the world,and if its your time to go, its your time to go, weather you on a bike having fun blasting around or your getting a shower and you slip and fall and bust your head..... but me..... id rather go blasting around on my bike having fun. I have an angel looking after me though, i know this. One more thing, You cant take money where you go after this world.......so why save it? lol....... Im very sorry for you loss... She was a very beautiful woman. Im so sorry......

 

Makes you think about life, you know? I still think this is some nightmare I will wake up from in a minute... You know, this was THE Woman that you often look for your entire life and can't find.

...So I'd like to think that She will be with me when I pack up and go on our bike to see some far away places and look for a reason for all this.

 

damn - i'm sorry man. That has got to be one of the hardest things for a man to deal with. feeling like you weren't there when you were needed. Not that there is much you could have done. I'm sure you are still dealing with the pain, but you are quite right about not being shy about life. go make the most of it because you never know when your time will be up.

 

Thanks... I don't intend to put off anything for later anymore, I've been doing it all my life.

 

this may sound a little corny and I don't know how old you are but you'll find out she will always be with you .
Peace

 

You've got your good memories, man. Enjoy your life, reflect on her memory, and keep her in your heart as you experience the joy and therapy of riding off into the sunset.

My God bless you with the understanding that His plan is perfect.

 

Psalm 91
He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will rest in the shadow of the Almighty
I will sayof the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress,
my God, in whom I trust."
Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare
and from the deadly pestilence.
He will cover you with his feathers,
and under his wings you will find refuge;
his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
You will not fear the terror of night,
nor the arrow that flies by day,
nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,
nor the plague that destroys at midday.
A thousand may fall at your side,
ten thousand at your right hand,
but it will not come near you.
You will only observe with your eyes
and see the punishment of the wicked.
If you make the Most High your dwelling—
even the LORD, who is my refuge-
then no harm will befall you,
no disaster will come near your tent.
For he will command his angels concerning you
to guard you in all your ways;
they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
You will tread upon the lion and the cobra;
you will trample the great lion and the serpent.
"Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him;
I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
He will call upon me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honor him.
With long life will I satisfy him
and show him my salvation."

 

Amen